It Was Me

I'm all by myself
Yet again
They left me to sell
For riches, some friends

I tried greed
but he robbed me
I tried love
but she wasnt enough
I tried to leave
my thoughts of grief
but somehow they always taunt me
They come back like shadows to haunt me

Is there no honesty
I know that you promised me
You said you'd never leave my side
But I can't find the truth
and I'm not close to you
I'm finally wondering why
Why did you leave me
to weep in the dust
You let them beat me
Is there no one to trust?
Then I look at the friends that I've made
I set out to find truth
but wound up on on a useless crusade
I don't need any more proof
I'm all used up and I know for sure
I can see
It was me

I tried riches on for size
but they left green stains on my eyes
I tried solitude
but it was empty without you
I tried the crowd
But found the silence too loud
Nothing is any good without you
I know it might be too much to ask
But its proved I cant live without you
Would you please make a place
where honesty floods my face
I know its a lot to ask
Be my heart patch,
please bring me back

Is there no honesty
I know that you promised me
You said you'd never leave my side
But I can't find the truth
and I'm not close to you
I'm finally wondering why
Why did you leave me
to weep in the dust
You let them beat me
Is there no one to trust?
Then I look at the friends that I've made
I set out to find truth
but wound up on on a useless crusade
I don't need any more proof
I'm all used up and I know for sure
I can see
It was me

You died on the tree
all because of us and me
I can see
your beauty
my depravity
Let known this be,
It was me